New Soul

"I'm a young soul in this very strange world hoping I could learn a bit ‘bout what is true and fake" -Yael Naim

So this week has been weird, strange, bizarre....you name it. The days seemed to come and go, and all the while I felt like I was in a fog of sorts. I think sometimes I am just on "auto-pilot". I managed to forget about my monthly amputee clinic and drove off to work, I got about half way there and had to get out my planner to see if in fact it was the 3rd Thursday of the month......indeed, I was supposed to be in Roseville at 8am. I am not usually one to make a mistake like that. I am still shocked that I forgot. For whatever reason I made it to clinic a few minutes before the MD.

I am really not sure exactly what this week was all about. I know I was/am recovering physically and mentally from the run and from Tommy leaving.....but dang!

I got in a street run this morning and did a solid 8.5 miles. Mainly I had a long "talk" with myself pondering much of the activities from the week. This leads me to my quote above. I seem to have the type of mind that is never quiet. In these moments of constant thought and pondering I often read in to events, conversations and ideas. I think I get lost in trying to figure out why people do things, say things and if there is a "deeper" meaning. I was raised to believe that people say what they mean and do what they say. However, life has taught me otherwise at times. Here is where it all falls apart for me. I struggle with knowing that often people have agendas and rarely put thought into things they may say and especially how the things they say can hurt those around them.