Dear Self,
Hello again. It's been some time now since you've heard from me. I know, I know, WAY too long. However, it's been hard to keep in touch as it seems you keep changing. Just when I think I understand.....you throw me for a loop.
I apologize for not understanding you better, but I am always trying.
Sometimes I wish I knew why you prefer an empty, quiet room to the hustle and bustle.
Sometimes I wish I understood what drags you out of bed at ungodly hours to run.
Sometimes I wish you'd stay up a little later at night, break your routine, do something different!
I can't seem to understand why you have so many ideas in your mind, so many unfinished projects. Why is it you are always chasing....something....a race, a project, an idea. You should try to get better at focusing.
I do appreciate all you do, however, sometimes I wish I understood a little better. What drives you? What keeps you going? Something keeps pushing you, but what?
As I get closer and closer to THAT number that seemed SO far away.....30.....I am realizing I need to know you better. I need to accept you and embrace you, for the good and the bad.
Mostly, I need to remind you that no matter what, we are in this together. Although I have doubted you, sometimes hated you, you've helped me be me. And for once, I think I am ok with admitting to you that I have not always been so good to you.
1 comment:
Don't kid yourself little one! You are amazing at focusing!!!!!!!!
You have not come as far as you have by not being able to focus; your focus on goals, focus on love, focus on truth and focus on happiness will continue to elevate you in life.
Keep your head held high and carry on...
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