One minute it's August.
October is here.
Yesterday marked 10 weeks.
How can it be that it has been 2 and 1/2 months since we talked.
How can it be that since you've been gone Harlow has changed so much.
How can it be that I still haven't been honest with her about where you are.
I think I have avoided the blog as really focusing in and thinking about this,
It creates a feeling that takes me right back to the days and weeks immediately after
When I was numb and lost.
But am I not still numb and lost?
Little things happen
I want to tell you
I wonder what you would say
I think about your laugh
I say things and can hear you saying them
I wish I knew just how you would handle a situation
or tell me your thoughts
More than anything
We miss you
I know that we always will